I miss her.

I haven't spoken to her or even communicated with her at any level for over a month. I want to forget her and no matter how hard i try, i know that i never will forget her. I love her and if this is the future for us then so be it.

We ended on a good note and parted unspoken, there was no goodbyes and no see you soon. Just parted thats all.

How can you forgot someone who you spent 3 years of your life with, being friends with and then falling in love with, some one who loved you back in her silent way.

I dont know if i can ever be the same again.

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The Bon jovi concert at twickenham was not what i thought it was going to be. It wasnt fun and it wasnt as good as the one i went to many years ago.

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Things are moving forward, i think peolpe who have waited for the credit storm to pass can't wait no more as the storm has no end in sight, business has picked up again. Well its all repeat business which is better then nothing, but few are new customers, most people are not happy or unsure what to do.

I am in a dilemma, do i see new customers, even though most of them wont buy a home, therefore i would be giving up my time, that i could be doing other things with. Or do i see with the hope that they may buy? Well the answer after ten years of dealing with people, is NO. i wont see them, unless they have made an offer to buy. Why?

Cos time is money and money doesnt grow on tree's. I am not paid to advise people. If they paid me to advise them, then buy all means i would do so.

Olivia,

she is being here self, flirty text messages, drop's a hint here and there. Good things come to those who wait.. she said,... when are we going out, i said... well thats down to you.. she said...

on the surface things are there... i thinks.

any advice would be appreciated.

|Regards