Olivia

She is my dream, the woman i fell in love with, at my age well i am 32 and she is 25, well not a bif difference in age, at least i am older then Jade goodies romeo.

We talked for over a year, and the bond that developed between us, just grew. we would sit for hours and talk, over coffee, over lunch, we speak for hours on the phone and dont want to put it down. Needless to say years later i realised how much i loved her.

People change. She changed, love is difficult, especially when she dreams of friendship but knows i wont give her anything other then my love, she wont walk away, and wont give me her love, though i see it in her eyes and her smile, her face and her manners. Oh yes she loves me, but decieves her self that it is friendship. Well i think it was there between us, but when you know you love someone, that should have been your friend, it makes it difficult because the dating part is .... well how can you date someone you have known for so long.

At a loss.

Business well is in the doll drums, that credit crunch has really messed things up. So what i can i say other then ride the storm. ride the lightening. Financial advice is no longer what it used to be. Well i say it takes 2 to tango. if lenders allow false statements on mortgage apps, and borrowers are happy to lie, then the rest of us ve got to be patient until the dance is over, why should they care if we suffer, cos consumer greed and corporate greed were made for each other. a marriage made in heaven.